At around five we moved to a more isolated part of the country and had less visitors and people who “hung around”.For about three months she was able to introduce me to her body in privacy. I would tell my mother what to wear, what to cook for supper, what to say etc.But I am thankful that I have changed and I am thankful that at least my mother let me live.
My mother, before and after the actual incest, did dress in a revealing way toward me and would allow me to see her in her lingerie. She was not interested in my body; she only wanted me to be interested in her body.
My mother had no chance to introduce me to her body until I was around five.
This was because of the people that were around us continually in the early years.
And I needed female attention so why not pay attention to my mother. She had to hang on to my father’s arm every once in a while because the public needed to see this. If I had not been emotionally involved and had somehow just remained aloof then it would have been different.
Though I gave her emotional security, my father gave her financially security (to a point, but much more than I could) and so she had to please him for this reason also. My parents taught me to go into any other relationship and stick my noise in where it did not belong.
While the term has several meanings, the most frequent usage refers to two people exploring whether they are romantically or sexually compatible by participating in dates with the other.